For those of you who don't know I was diagnosed with Poly-cystic ovarian syndrome. I do not ovulate. I have been taking birth contol, under doctors orders for 4 years now. When I began I didn't realize the Catholic church's view on birth control. I have spent a lot of time thinking and praying about this choice. I have read many books and research about this topic. The more I read the sadder I have become. We are no where near ready for a baby. I would love children. I am scared of giving birth! I am so scared of needles!
God's plan is God's plan. I realized this last week at adoration. I was at a Holy Hour for Life. I looked up at the smoke from the incense and I swear that I had a vision of an angel crying for me. It broke me into tears. I felt that I heard God's voice to get off the pill asap. I came home and told Matt all about what I saw. We talked a bit about how I felt. We have came to the agreement. We have started looking for OBGYNs so if anyone knows of good (female, pro-life) ones on the South Side of Chicago please tell us! Please pray for us as we look into this new journey as we figure out God's plan for our family.